have you ever been so distracted by something that it consumes you completely?
HELL FUCKING YESS!!! STORY OF MY LIFEE
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Showing posts with label AshtonMari. Show all posts
Showing posts with label AshtonMari. Show all posts
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Her Poetry....My feelings
4.13.2009
If I fell like this to the end of the world, would you catch me?
Of corse not. Because I don’t need you too.
And even if you attempted too I’m sure I’d push you away and give some sarcastic narcissistic comment like I don’t need your help I can handle this!
Knowing damn well I can’t.
But I’m too stubborn. To ask for help.
I always have been.
It’s not pride but an overwhelming reluctance to give in
Because subconsciously I have a point to prove to absolutely nobody
That I can do this on my own.
Because then maybe I’ll be worth all the shit everyone’s ever done for me.
Not that I owe them anything, but just so that I know it was effort well spent
Because the Aquarius in me needs to please everybody and the Pisces in me needs balance and complimentary function ability
So as to say that one day I’ll return the favor.
Or maybe, I’m just trippin...
Again.
Yea, maybe.
I do that sometimes.
Ashton Mari
photo by sean lyles
If I fell like this to the end of the world, would you catch me?
Of corse not. Because I don’t need you too.
And even if you attempted too I’m sure I’d push you away and give some sarcastic narcissistic comment like I don’t need your help I can handle this!
Knowing damn well I can’t.
But I’m too stubborn. To ask for help.
I always have been.
It’s not pride but an overwhelming reluctance to give in
Because subconsciously I have a point to prove to absolutely nobody
That I can do this on my own.
Because then maybe I’ll be worth all the shit everyone’s ever done for me.
Not that I owe them anything, but just so that I know it was effort well spent
Because the Aquarius in me needs to please everybody and the Pisces in me needs balance and complimentary function ability
So as to say that one day I’ll return the favor.
Or maybe, I’m just trippin...
Again.
Yea, maybe.
I do that sometimes.
Ashton Mari
photo by sean lyles
Killing me softly...
Have you ever felt like someone that you don't know, knows you? The writings & poems of a complete stranger have sent chills up my back. I have seen those words...... I have felt, cried, loved, died and screamed those words.
This women has captured every deep emotion I have ever tried to suppress. She rescued a women I had hidden away in a far off tower, that I left for dead. And while reading all these entries and poems and blogs all I heard in the background was Lauryn Hill singing "Stromin my pain with his fingers, Singin my life with his words, Killing me softly with his song, Killing me softly with his song, Telling my whole life with his words, Killing me softly with his song "
This women doesn't know me, nor I her. But she has to be one of the greatest writers I have ever had the pleasure of reading. She has truly inspired me....to be the person I used to be. Not the person I have become from all the shit I went through. A true artist: Ashton Mari
I am speechless.....and her writings have touched a special place in my heart
This women has captured every deep emotion I have ever tried to suppress. She rescued a women I had hidden away in a far off tower, that I left for dead. And while reading all these entries and poems and blogs all I heard in the background was Lauryn Hill singing "Stromin my pain with his fingers, Singin my life with his words, Killing me softly with his song, Killing me softly with his song, Telling my whole life with his words, Killing me softly with his song "
This women doesn't know me, nor I her. But she has to be one of the greatest writers I have ever had the pleasure of reading. She has truly inspired me....to be the person I used to be. Not the person I have become from all the shit I went through. A true artist: Ashton Mari
I am speechless.....and her writings have touched a special place in my heart
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